Sunday, July 19, 2009

WHINGE WHINGE WHINGE

why do i always WISH i lost weight, but never actually try and follow through with it!

today i couldn't be bothered going on a diet, because it takes too much effort, and i couldn't be bothered.. UGH i ended up consuming maybe over 7000 calories? and how much are we supposed to have? probably about half of that.. T__T

this weekend i had a farewell party,
and it was quite sad, but i did not cry. haha
i also realised i still really like some guy,
so that sucked, because i leave in less than 2 weeks,
and also i guess hes dating someone now atm ANYWAY.
so all in all i was just depressed and took it out on FOOD

i ended up spending my food money AND bus money on shoes this week,
i LOVE em, but now i need to borrow money from my brother..
so i'm in further debt than usual.. about 300 more.. UGH

anyway here are the shoes i got!
p.s i AM going to join the gym when i go home, and i reaaaallly need to stick to it! haha

enjoy my shoes! i know i will :D











































these are my $260 dollar shoes.. :D
i LOVE em, and don't regret the spend. xD

p.s CECIE, i didn't realise i left my facebook on!
dw i'll call u sometime this week :D
i'll be home next saturday!
GODDDDD how long i've waited to be able to say that .. :D
i'm sooooo excited :D
but please don't be surprised about how much weight i've gained! haha
............................................................................................................honesty is the best policy