last saturday i caught up with a few girls plus greg from high school,
we had dinner at nandoz (knox) then chilled out at the coffee club,
reminiscing about old times.
next year will be my third year of uni,
i feel so old, but there are times when i wish i was older, and times when i wish i was younger. so i guess all i can do is make the most of now. but it's very hard to do so, as everyone prolly knows.
then i left for church camp on christmas day. i was absolutely dreading it, cos i thort that i would be a loner, cos i'm not really friends with anyone, just this one girl, but she left for korea. but it worked out to be great, i got to know almost everyone, and am pleased to say my korean has improved a lil.. hehe
after returning from camp on boxing day, i went shopping with my mum, but did not buy anything cos i was too stingy. and i went shopping the next day too, but again i was too stingy. however that night (Saturday) i splurged $100 on dvds T.T.. don't judge me tho, i was depressed. lol
it's a very looooong story..
but i'll try to keep it short.
the guy that i like, is too old for me, but he's perfect! manly, warm, protective. everything i want and need in a man. but my mum does not like him. i don't really want to know why. anyway i was all depressed cos i thought, even if things do work out between us, nothing can happen, because my mum will say no. i guess that's not reli a problem unless i plan to get married to him. but the thing is, crazy enough.. i would get married to him lol.
i saw him today, he asked for my number, he was very nice, etc etc
i really have to figure out what i'm going to do about this,
whether to like him or cut it off, but how can you simply just cut your feelings off when you like someone a lot. i never let myself get like this, not after what happened with my ex (egyptian). but for some reason i let myself this time, and now i am suffering.
i'll keep you posted in what i am going to do,
it will most likely be me giving up, because i'm too young to get married, and it will just NOT work out, because it never does for me.. funnily enuf i'm sadder and more nervous about this then when i knew my results were coming out. i'd rather that feeling than this! HELP!!!
have a good new year all xx
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
he's just not that into you
i haven't had much time lately to update my blog
and even now doesn't seem like a good time to write
but nevertheless i must or else the next blog will be a very long one,
last saturday i met up with cc to get our tragus done, and boy did it hurt lol
even now i must say it is very sore and it has blown up lol.
then we went shopping where i managed to obtain, lol, 2 sets of earings and a headband. then off to nandoz with the rest of the girls for dinner, where elaine ended up taking all my chipdip and cc my drumstick! haha.
then saw twilight at 9.15 in vmax knox!
now this is where all my rantings begin.. haha
every single person has a diff version of how they read the book, and how they imagined different things to be. and knowing that i went into the movie completely open minded, knowing that whatever it's like, it must be right in its own way. seeing as stephenie meyer herself commented on it and fixed bits up. but the amount of criticism i hear from people about how it wasn't good enough, and how this person is crap and so on, just frustrates me.
to make a movie based on a hit book that has been keeping fans waiting for 2 years, will of course give fans alot of time to come up with what they expect, but for them to even make the movie? we should be thanking them, because we may have needed to wait another few years for them to decide to make it. then where would we be?
another thing, ppl just don't seem to understand the characters at all.. i mean did you guys read the book thoroughly? or did you lightly skim through it?
well it doesn't matter in the end, because i liked it, and i thought it was as good as they would be able to get it in a 2 hour limit.
special props to the ppl who play the cullen family. i understand it must be hard for them to live up to such high expectations, but they fulfilled mine. especially carlisle is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot! lol and so is jasper and emmett, they're cute.
anyway enuff of that, the next good movies aren't coming out till january! and harrypotter isn't even coming out till june/july! which is a nightmare! i mean geez they didn't have to pull it back that much! even though they knew twilight would be such a big hit lmao.
i'm going to work in approximately one hour, and getting paid in approximately 2-3 hours, i make 500 a week, and for the past 2 weeks, only managed to save 700, i won't be able to put any away this week either, due to presents i have to buy! and i completely forgot i have to get my car serviced, and thats going to be another couple of hundred $$$!!
catchya
and even now doesn't seem like a good time to write
but nevertheless i must or else the next blog will be a very long one,
last saturday i met up with cc to get our tragus done, and boy did it hurt lol
even now i must say it is very sore and it has blown up lol.
then we went shopping where i managed to obtain, lol, 2 sets of earings and a headband. then off to nandoz with the rest of the girls for dinner, where elaine ended up taking all my chipdip and cc my drumstick! haha.
then saw twilight at 9.15 in vmax knox!
now this is where all my rantings begin.. haha
every single person has a diff version of how they read the book, and how they imagined different things to be. and knowing that i went into the movie completely open minded, knowing that whatever it's like, it must be right in its own way. seeing as stephenie meyer herself commented on it and fixed bits up. but the amount of criticism i hear from people about how it wasn't good enough, and how this person is crap and so on, just frustrates me.
to make a movie based on a hit book that has been keeping fans waiting for 2 years, will of course give fans alot of time to come up with what they expect, but for them to even make the movie? we should be thanking them, because we may have needed to wait another few years for them to decide to make it. then where would we be?
another thing, ppl just don't seem to understand the characters at all.. i mean did you guys read the book thoroughly? or did you lightly skim through it?
well it doesn't matter in the end, because i liked it, and i thought it was as good as they would be able to get it in a 2 hour limit.
special props to the ppl who play the cullen family. i understand it must be hard for them to live up to such high expectations, but they fulfilled mine. especially carlisle is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot! lol and so is jasper and emmett, they're cute.
anyway enuff of that, the next good movies aren't coming out till january! and harrypotter isn't even coming out till june/july! which is a nightmare! i mean geez they didn't have to pull it back that much! even though they knew twilight would be such a big hit lmao.
i'm going to work in approximately one hour, and getting paid in approximately 2-3 hours, i make 500 a week, and for the past 2 weeks, only managed to save 700, i won't be able to put any away this week either, due to presents i have to buy! and i completely forgot i have to get my car serviced, and thats going to be another couple of hundred $$$!!
catchya
Saturday, December 6, 2008
ZOMFG!
so yesterday was the last day of chinese school, and so they had some sports day thing, but it sounded pretty gay to me, so me and my bro told the teacher that we're going overseas so we couldn't stay haha. if only that were true..
then, at 3.30 cecie came over to watch1 litre of tears, and despite the fact that it was supposed to be sad, we got through the first 4 episodes with no tears, just laughter, LOL.. but it's not as bad as it sounds, i mean we know that it's sad cos the girl who's only 15 has some brain degenerative disease (forgot what its called) and that she becomes brain damaged, that bit is very sad. but you should have seen the her dad! he's the funniest guy you'll ever see, he acts so funny, i think he chose the wrong genre, instead of drama he should go into comedy. oh well.
anyway in one of the episodes there is this bit where the girl (Aya) falls down head first onto the road, and all last night that just kept replaying in my head, the fact that her whole body went limp and stuff, pretty scary stuff! so i didn't end up getting much sleep. oh well!
then this morning i went to go pick up my dad from the airport. and we almost died! cos i drove there, but i almost hit 2 cars whilst changing lanes... my mum had two mild heart attacks! :S whoops. xD
then it was time for church! i fell asleep during the service, and i could've sworn i heard myself snoring lol.. i also have some confusing news! yas it's about the church guy. i was sitting way up the back and he sits in the front row, and at the end we introduce the new comers, and he had turned around, and he cocked his head to look at me. i could've sworn he had done it on purpose! that sounds a bit silly, but THEN, later he comes up to me, deliberately i think! to come say hello, in such a manly and soothing voice, and he grabbed my FLABBBY arm lol, and then i was all paranoid that he might think my arm was too fat or something LOL!..
>.<
then, at 3.30 cecie came over to watch1 litre of tears, and despite the fact that it was supposed to be sad, we got through the first 4 episodes with no tears, just laughter, LOL.. but it's not as bad as it sounds, i mean we know that it's sad cos the girl who's only 15 has some brain degenerative disease (forgot what its called) and that she becomes brain damaged, that bit is very sad. but you should have seen the her dad! he's the funniest guy you'll ever see, he acts so funny, i think he chose the wrong genre, instead of drama he should go into comedy. oh well.
anyway in one of the episodes there is this bit where the girl (Aya) falls down head first onto the road, and all last night that just kept replaying in my head, the fact that her whole body went limp and stuff, pretty scary stuff! so i didn't end up getting much sleep. oh well!
then this morning i went to go pick up my dad from the airport. and we almost died! cos i drove there, but i almost hit 2 cars whilst changing lanes... my mum had two mild heart attacks! :S whoops. xD
then it was time for church! i fell asleep during the service, and i could've sworn i heard myself snoring lol.. i also have some confusing news! yas it's about the church guy. i was sitting way up the back and he sits in the front row, and at the end we introduce the new comers, and he had turned around, and he cocked his head to look at me. i could've sworn he had done it on purpose! that sounds a bit silly, but THEN, later he comes up to me, deliberately i think! to come say hello, in such a manly and soothing voice, and he grabbed my FLABBBY arm lol, and then i was all paranoid that he might think my arm was too fat or something LOL!..
>.<
Monday, December 1, 2008
a rose with any other name would smell as sweet <3
this lady today must have decided that standing really close to me in the queue(?) would somehow make it move faster, she literally stood so close to me i could feel her breathing on me! EWWWW! so i'd move forward, and what does she do? move forward too .. argh
today i went to work, and it wasn't too bad..
cannot wait till i find out how much i earn a week..
i need to see if this manual labour work is all worth it!! lol
on saturday the girls came over for a sleepover!
and yet again we decided to cut poor elaine's hair
hehe. but it looks realllly gooooood..
we also played card games and truth or dare like we were high school girls! haha
then the following day, after not much sleep, we made our way to the city!
we ended up karaoke-ing at kbox with the boys hogging the mic for most of the night
then dinner at desert house. all up it was a good time!
i have decided that i will give up on the guy,
not that i have deep feelings for him yet or anything..
but yeh, the best thing to do is protect your heart from getting hurt!
i sure wouldn't want to find out my boyfriends cheated on me again!
dont know whats wrong with all the men today..
time for sleep :) bb
today i went to work, and it wasn't too bad..
cannot wait till i find out how much i earn a week..
i need to see if this manual labour work is all worth it!! lol
on saturday the girls came over for a sleepover!
and yet again we decided to cut poor elaine's hair
hehe. but it looks realllly gooooood..
we also played card games and truth or dare like we were high school girls! haha
then the following day, after not much sleep, we made our way to the city!
we ended up karaoke-ing at kbox with the boys hogging the mic for most of the night
then dinner at desert house. all up it was a good time!
i have decided that i will give up on the guy,
not that i have deep feelings for him yet or anything..
but yeh, the best thing to do is protect your heart from getting hurt!
i sure wouldn't want to find out my boyfriends cheated on me again!
dont know whats wrong with all the men today..
time for sleep :) bb
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