baby one more time~

from now on, i'll post photos on here!
so i can keep you up to date on my purchases!! hehe
you should do the same cecie!!
i wanna see everything that you've bought!

i was thinking about my shoes yesterday,
the ones i bought just before i came here,
and i reeeaaallly can't wait to wear em! hehe
my wedges, and my pumps, and ima buy MOREEE!! lol

i think the reason i can't sleep at night is because
i think of all the shopping and fun i'm going to do/have when i get back!
and i can't waaiiit!!!
i seriously canNOT keep using the SAME shoes everyday!!
it's driving me bloody insane here,
i cant even begin to describe what i'm feeling right now,
thinking of all my shoes and bags at home that are , "abandoned"
UGGGGGGGGGH!!!!

i've started my diet again today:D
AGAIN.. this is the last time i'm going to try and lose weight,,
i wanna be 58,

but by the time i leave korea i want to be at LEAST 62!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!

cecie you're my motivational buddy! haha
so keep me motivated!

TMR i'm off to JEJU! ♡ FUN FUN FUN!!

11 weeks to go ♡

After whats already been, almost 4 months,
i'm just DYING to get home.
i know that when i actually get back into the usual routine
i'll want back in korea..
but seriously, the time i've spent here has already given me everything i could get out of this experience.
i've made good friends all over the world,
including: south africa, new zealand, america, england, australia(sydney,brisbane,perth)
i've learnt to be independent and experience what its like to live like a stinge, to try and save on gas and electricity.
i've learnt valuable lessons about who you can and cannot trust,
i've also learnt a great deal about myself.

First thing i'm going to do when i get home is:
-hand out any presents to my parents
-drive my beloved car FINALLY,
-hand out presents to friends.
-eat nandoz!
thats all i have for now,
but i can't WAIT to unpack my suitcase with my new clothes
ALSO i have to go back to the deli and try and get my job back!
IF in case i don't get enough shifts, i'm going to have to start looking for a new job!
because although i SHOULD be able to take 1000 from here,
i'm afraid i might have to give it to my uncle!
by CHOICE of course!
he's ill so i want to chip in for his airticket to australia,
which will be his last time out of the country!
but MAYBE i can just send it to him later next year.
i'm still thinking about it..
sooooooooooooooooo
this month i must save $600
then next month i have to save $900
the NEXT month i'm saving $1500 (hopefully)
therefore together it is $3000.
$2000 of that will be to my parents for my laptop
and i get $1000 back for tax!
that's $2000. (if i don't give my uncle $1000)
then for THAILAND i will only need to save about $3000 more.

maaaan. i hope i can save!
thailand is going to be awsum!
p.s still on my diet :D
except for yesterdays slip up on LOTTERIA(T_T)

fruity puffs~

i have less than 3 months to go!
and i can't wait to go home,
but i don't think i have the mental to go back as a "new" person
it's been 3 months, yet i keep saying "from tmr.."
it really should start from tmr but it just never seems to, haha
but i SWEAR (i think/hope) from next week!
i can't from tmr because this weekend i'm going on a field trip
and i want to show the people that i hate what i look like now
and then meet up with them for the farewell party like a new person too!

i passed todays lesson by showing an R rated korean scary movie
that they seemed to love haha
i'm sure that i'm not allowed to show them it
but who cares.............

i was touched when my 5th graders kept asking me to stay for a year
and why am i leaving so early, they kept asking whether im going cos i don't like them. it made me want to stay

but NOTHING will change my mind,
i konw that when i actually do get home, and find myself in the same old routine
i'll wanna be back in korea, but seriously
i know that i won't be able to take teaching anymore
and just being away from home and all

i really should update my blog often,
because then this happens,,,
i find myself having too much to say and then my blogs become ridiculously long
and i haven't even started to BEGIN talking about whats been going on..

i'll summarise it very quickly.

>>
drunken night.smoking.hooking up.violation.vomiting.reunions.long bus rides.family.phone calls.too much shopping.exhilarating rides.popcorn.wolverine x2.crushes.disappointment.incentives.candy.

that should cover it all lol.
enjoy deciphering it! lol