Sucks to be me..

GAH! another 9 hour day at work..
my feet are soo sore...
but i guess thats what happens if you work for 9 hours straight serving ham to the customers.. argh.. constant smile.. constant hellos.. constant walking.. constant standing!
my happy time is sleep time hehe :D

anyway on another note..
this is the time (a few days after i acknowledge a crush) whether i think i should just stop, or FULL STEAM AHEAD! lol.. but i think it'll have to be "stop" unfortunately..
we can never be together even if it worked, cos he goes to my church for one, so my mum knows him, and prolly wouldn't ever approve, and also cos i can't do anything! like pull any moves..
but his eyes are so full of love and he's so manly (did i mention this b4? lol) and he's perfect for me. funny, charismatic, not too goodlooking for his own good, good fashion, and able to support himself.. aaaaaaaaaaaaah! the frustration!!!
this just makes me want him moooooore! LOL

what would be the biggest age gap you would allow between you and your partner?
i'd say 20! my friends say i'm crazy, lol
but they're so manly and accomplished by then! lol who in their right mind would go for an immature little brat! lol..

anyway that's all for now

signing out,

seduction!

is seduction a sin? lol
not really right?
maybe if they guy or girl is already married or something
it should be ok if he's single or just dating right? LMAO!

what makes me say this you say?
i have a crush!
and i haven't had a crush on anyone since last sem!
and THAT guy was a bloody arse, he was a meanie!
but this guy isn't.. i don't think haha.
cos he goes to my church! thus the sinful talk..

i think he's out of my reach, not cos he's too good for me,
but cos he's religious, and i can't match that, lol
not to his standard anyway.
but he's just so manly, and funny and cute........
DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL :P

must wait!

today i was trying to find some clothes in my wardrobe, and it was a complete mess! haha
i had clothes all over the place, and i counted how many shorts i have, i have 8! 9 if i count my faded ones LOL..
you could say i have an obsession,,
first it was shoes, then bags, then shoes agen, then bathers, now shorts! haha, now it's just all boho-ness.. boho is cool! despite what people may say about it hahaha..
and i reckon mischa barton looks great! at least she has the guts to be daring, instead of following the trend.....

pollen is in the air! hayfever is driving me nuts! i envy those who don't suffer from hayfever..

my brother has jetted off to japan for 2 weeks,
lucky him.. and soon my dads going over seas to korea!
i can't wait till us girls go over to hawaii!
it shall be sooooooo good.
i've already stocked up on all my bathers,,
all i have to do now is lose a bit of weight so i can pull them off! lol
although my diet isn't going too well, better.. but not too well lol.
i had 2 churros today, but i burned them off i promise! lol
soon i'm going to golf with my parents, just to walk around.. ahh

good luck to those who still have exams!
아자아자 화이팅!
aza aza fighting!!!

summer rain ♡

NEW BLOG
my first proper blog place since msnspace.
ahh trusty old msnspace.
it holds all my memories, or should i say whinges from high school, i shall never delete it! LOL
i hope lots of people read this blog too!

yesterday i finished my exams, and to relieve some stress me and cecie went shopping at mc then at glenny, which happened to be vip night! and as if that wasn't enough.. we ended up going shopping agen today! at DFO. i ended up buying, 2 pairs of shorts, 1 skirt, 1 singlet, 1 headband, 1 dress, 2 pairs of shoes, and a scarf.. lol which i didn't really buy lol.
now i feel guilty, and only have $250 left from $650. SHIT! i didn't realise i spent so much money.... oh well, i got some really nice stuff :)

dreading results release date.............

anyhoo luv ya! xo