Wednesday, March 11, 2009

smart choices

what the fuck was i thinking?
we live on opposite sides of the world!
we live completely separate lives,
we both need to figure out our futures..
theres so many factors against us!
and i'm still stressing..
and we're not even together!
i need to stop thinking that things may work out
and i need to start thinking,
we can't be together!
i mean what's the point,
in 6 months or a years time,
we'll be saying farewell just like everyone else
so what's the point of trying to make it work,
and become something, that will just be for nothing.
and that 2 people might just get a heartache from
and that's another thing,
i came here, because i knew
i shouldn't let a guy stop me from doing what i wanted
and i also decided that i'll only be here for 6 months,
but now that there's a guy that i like here,
i want to stay a year!
like OMG!!
i am so predictable..

i should quit while i'm ahead..
for everyone's sake.
............................................................................................................honesty is the best policy