3 rings, 1 necklace and umpteen pieces of clothes later.

after seven days in seoul,
i'm making my way down back to my home in yeongju,
thank GOODNESS.
after a week of being overfed, tanned to the bone, and sleepless nights, i'll be happy to sleep in my semi-own bed in my semi-own home.

I only have 5 more weeks to go!
and i've gained 2 more kilos! haha
OH NO >_<
i think i've pretty much given up,
i think i'll just have to join the gym again when i go home to melb.
at least next semester i can concentrate on getting into shape instead of studying!
so it should happen sooner or later. haha

i got paid 4 days ago,, 1500 dollars
and i only have 600 dollars left...
all that shopping... UGH
i bought a nice FOBBY purse which i shall post up soon hee hee
hope you don't think its too fobby cc cos im gonna use it to death
cos it was mega expensive, haha
and i can't return it.

my burberry-esque bag is breaking..
so i think i should stop using it, if its going to have a life back in melbourne
i'm going to repack when i get back down to yeongju
and put aside the clothes that my mum will take back to melb for me.
she leaves on the 4th of july, so saturday?
YEA.

5 more weeks!
i can almost SMELL the rainwater in melbourne. haha
CANNOT WAIT :D :D :D :D

OVER__________

over EATING, over SLEEPING
what could be worse for my health? haha
i wake up, and i'm still exhausted and i have a pot belly..
so much for going home as a "new" person.. =S

i have 7 weeks till i go home..
i guess i shall try again from today..
wish me luck!

p.s one more week of teaching, then i get a DESERVED holiday FINAALLLY
for 9 days :D,, oh the happiness :D

i bought some new clothes, and i canNOT fit into them
unless i go on a diet~~~ haha -_-;;
i've lost count on how many times i've been on a "diet"

FUCK THIS

i need to bitch about the children that i teach.

FUCKING ANNOYING DISRESPECTFUL SHITS THAT DRIVE ME UP THE FUCKING WALL
FUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i can't take it anymore.
i give out candy, "I DIDN'T GET AS MANY COS I WAS LATE"
WELL DON'T FUCKING COME LATE YOU FUCK

"GIVE US CANDY"
I WILL IF YOU FUCKING BEHAVE

"WE WANT TO PLAY GAME"
THEN FUCKING GET YOUR WORK FINISHED WHEN I GIVE YOU THE FUCKING TIME TO

DON'T FUCK AROUND IN MY CLASSROOM,
DON'T FUCKEN DISRESPECT ME
DON'T FUCKING COMPLAIN WHEN I GIVE YOU CANDY BECAUSE THE MONEYS COMING OUT OF MY OWN FUCKING POCKET
FUCK (KOREAN) CHILDREN

i can't FUCKING wait to go home!and i'm so FUCKING GLAD THAT I DIDN'T EXTEND
they don't deserve my fucking time.

it may just be because they're young
but i think it's just because they're stubborn little shits
that won't go anywhere in life, because they're so fucking annoying
good luck to ya all in the future, cos you'll fucking need it!


p.s i felt the need to highlight every fuck i said, cos thats how angry i am

53/59 days to go?

My flight is booked to arrive in Melbourne on the 26th of July..
but my school does not know this... haha
i will have to tell my head teacher today..
wish me luck >_______<

Last night i was tossing and turning in bed as usual,
and i had a sudden will to get my tongue pierced. LOL
i think it's cool! and i really want another peircing,
but my ears are done, i'm waiting to get my belly done,, so where else?
lol!

I was also thinking, about the tattoo i'm getting,
i originally wanted to get a treble clef in black on the back of my right shoulder,
however i realised that i can't wear singlet tops at home then,
because my parents will see,
so i thought, hmmmmmmm where else can i get it?
i think the safest thing to get will be my name scrawled in cursive
on my lower back,, haha

it's not very original, but at least it won't lose meaning,
and i can't see it, LOL!

so i think thats what i will get.. sighhh
i woke up at 10.30am today,
i've been trying to wake up 6.30 for the past month..
to try and exercise in the morning,
but its just not working.. UGGHHH
at this rate i won't look any different
and like i said i only have 53/59 days to go!
thats not enuff to have a dramatic change if i just exercise at night!
i'm going insane, haha
its not like i willingly go back to sleep after i turn off the alarm,
i wake up at 10.30 and have no memory of even turning the alarm off~
UGH

desperate times call for desperate measures!
i think i may stay up all night tonight! hehe
lets see how that goes....

JEJU

I spent the weekend in Jeju~~

And i had to fly straight from Jeju to school this morning,,

UGH.. and how convenient that theres a bazillion mozzies there right now,

and something there gives me hayfever.. ugh~

ahh well, it was still fun :)

i ended up spending a lot of money, 

because i bought a bag, which i don't really like,

but like.. if that makes sense.. haha

here it is..

what do you think?

its a nice summery bag,,

i'm just scared its a bit too fobby~

nevertheless i can't do anything about it now.

might as well just use it!

now i seriously have to save my money! haha

baby one more time~

from now on, i'll post photos on here!
so i can keep you up to date on my purchases!! hehe
you should do the same cecie!!
i wanna see everything that you've bought!

i was thinking about my shoes yesterday,
the ones i bought just before i came here,
and i reeeaaallly can't wait to wear em! hehe
my wedges, and my pumps, and ima buy MOREEE!! lol

i think the reason i can't sleep at night is because
i think of all the shopping and fun i'm going to do/have when i get back!
and i can't waaiiit!!!
i seriously canNOT keep using the SAME shoes everyday!!
it's driving me bloody insane here,
i cant even begin to describe what i'm feeling right now,
thinking of all my shoes and bags at home that are , "abandoned"
UGGGGGGGGGH!!!!

i've started my diet again today:D
AGAIN.. this is the last time i'm going to try and lose weight,,
i wanna be 58,

but by the time i leave korea i want to be at LEAST 62!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!

cecie you're my motivational buddy! haha
so keep me motivated!

TMR i'm off to JEJU! ♡ FUN FUN FUN!!

11 weeks to go ♡

After whats already been, almost 4 months,
i'm just DYING to get home.
i know that when i actually get back into the usual routine
i'll want back in korea..
but seriously, the time i've spent here has already given me everything i could get out of this experience.
i've made good friends all over the world,
including: south africa, new zealand, america, england, australia(sydney,brisbane,perth)
i've learnt to be independent and experience what its like to live like a stinge, to try and save on gas and electricity.
i've learnt valuable lessons about who you can and cannot trust,
i've also learnt a great deal about myself.

First thing i'm going to do when i get home is:
-hand out any presents to my parents
-drive my beloved car FINALLY,
-hand out presents to friends.
-eat nandoz!
thats all i have for now,
but i can't WAIT to unpack my suitcase with my new clothes
ALSO i have to go back to the deli and try and get my job back!
IF in case i don't get enough shifts, i'm going to have to start looking for a new job!
because although i SHOULD be able to take 1000 from here,
i'm afraid i might have to give it to my uncle!
by CHOICE of course!
he's ill so i want to chip in for his airticket to australia,
which will be his last time out of the country!
but MAYBE i can just send it to him later next year.
i'm still thinking about it..
sooooooooooooooooo
this month i must save $600
then next month i have to save $900
the NEXT month i'm saving $1500 (hopefully)
therefore together it is $3000.
$2000 of that will be to my parents for my laptop
and i get $1000 back for tax!
that's $2000. (if i don't give my uncle $1000)
then for THAILAND i will only need to save about $3000 more.

maaaan. i hope i can save!
thailand is going to be awsum!
p.s still on my diet :D
except for yesterdays slip up on LOTTERIA(T_T)