3 girls. 3 rings.

Over the break i went to Sydney and saw my Jane and enjoyed the jamming session we had! I can't wait till she comes down here at the end of the year! After Sydney i went straight to the Gold Coast where Cecie, Christina and Josh and his gf were waiting! We ended up going to the worlds, and had 1 hour massages which involved massaged buttocks and painful circular motions by the ladies. Overall a good first visit!

It's been 4 weeks of uni! No need to ask, of course i am behind! I think I thrive off stress during the semester. Haha. I plan to pick up my socks though, very soon!

A new bet with 2 close people have driven me to achieve weight loss. I have decided to post up photos over the weeks, to show the success. Haha.. so stay tuned!

That's all for now!

SAME OLD

hmmm. lets see..

nothing is new with me,

still trying to lose weight, and trying to just pass my subjects. lol

gees. i need to try harder

and live life fully,

there are people out there being diagnosed with illnesses

while i'm sitting here taking life for granted,

eating my life away.

surely there's more to life than food. haha

i have an exam on the 7th of june, and also an essay due.

the essay is doing my head in,

but no more than what the subject for the exam is doing

i shouldn't've missed those lectures, and most importantly.. TUTES!

luckily i went to all of the last tutorials for section 3 of the subject,

so i can kind of do those questions..

i hope the fact that the exam is mostly multiple choice will work in my favour.

i'm still trying to cram, but it's not working very well.

picture a jug of water and its already full to the brim,

therefore, even though you're trying to add more water

it just won't fit.

that's how my brain is at the moment.

or at least it feels like that. haha

going to sydney and queensland soon.

with what money? i dunno.

6 weeks to go,

and i want to lose 6 kilos! haha

lets hope i succeed.

can't wait to go busking in the streets of sydney with my lovely jane♥

better get back to study.

good luck for those with exams, that are actually reading this

that undefined meaning

does this blog exist to anyone besides me?

the past few days, i've been so lazy and sleepy.
i missed a few lectures and tutes last week,
which leaves me with more work than ever.
i should probably get onto that soon.

I've started watching grey's anatomy,
and i can't stop. but i'm also in the middle of dawsons creek,
and i can't stop watching that either.
i need to separate my leisure and study time.

i'll let you know if i'm able to do that.

FOUR days (:

Cecie and I will be going to NZ in 4 days! for exactly 18 days!!

whoot!!

oh... but the activities that she's convinced me to do..

for example, sky diving!

i'm going to kill her when we're actually on the plane!haha

anyway today we're meeting up to buy some essentials~

don't let me forget to pack my umbrella!

you too cecie! hopefully it doesn't rain!

then our activities might be cancelled!

home at last ♡

it has been 6 days since i have been home, and it has been good!

i got touched down to melbourne at 11am,

and was eating pho by 12pm! haha

one craving satisfied!

i then went home and unpacked..

well more like rummaged through my bag to get all the presents out,

then the next day i met up with cecie, chris and elaine to go to mornington for the day.

it ended up being very.. samantha-esque,

with our different poses and dirty minds.

we then went to airstream to see josh!

then back to mine to dye our hair~

since monday all i have done is ate and slept

... literally.

so i decided to join the gym, and i went tonight!

i hope to go everyday,

especially since we ate all you can eat yumcha in the city today,

With a total of probably 15 dumplings, and just dumplings alone.

i have started to learn the guitar,

and hopefully i can play a tune, this time next year.

tomorrow i am going to go watch bruno.. :S

with josh and cecie,

then on saturday night i'm going to meet the girls from wheelers hill :D

i'm supposed to be going to a few bars with cecie and chris

but i'm still trying to convince my parents!

hopefully they give in!

TT_____TT

i just had to say..

i broke my favourite earings from witchery.. that i "bought".. HAHA

awww...

after using all my money in the first week,

even after borrowing money from my brother,

i am poor, and have no money..

only money for the bus on monday! haha

wait! i just realised i don't have to go to school on monday!

haha yay thats 3 dollars i can use... haha!

i am soooooo full right now

i had a mood swing and took it out on food,

and used my remaining 15 dollars on junk food at the mart

hence why i only have 3 dollars left.

i am going to start packing in 4 minutes

and will be watching the simpsons for the whole night

because it will be on till 6am.

YAYA back home this time next week .. sweeeet

WHINGE WHINGE WHINGE

why do i always WISH i lost weight, but never actually try and follow through with it!

today i couldn't be bothered going on a diet, because it takes too much effort, and i couldn't be bothered.. UGH i ended up consuming maybe over 7000 calories? and how much are we supposed to have? probably about half of that.. T__T

this weekend i had a farewell party,

and it was quite sad, but i did not cry. haha

i also realised i still really like some guy,

so that sucked, because i leave in less than 2 weeks,

and also i guess hes dating someone now atm ANYWAY.

so all in all i was just depressed and took it out on FOOD

i ended up spending my food money AND bus money on shoes this week,

i LOVE em, but now i need to borrow money from my brother..

so i'm in further debt than usual.. about 300 more.. UGH

anyway here are the shoes i got!

p.s i AM going to join the gym when i go home, and i reaaaallly need to stick to it! haha

enjoy my shoes! i know i will :D

these are my $260 dollar shoes.. :D

i LOVE em, and don't regret the spend. xD

p.s CECIE, i didn't realise i left my facebook on!

dw i'll call u sometime this week :D

i'll be home next saturday!

GODDDDD how long i've waited to be able to say that .. :D

i'm sooooo excited :D

but please don't be surprised about how much weight i've gained! haha

18days to go?

less than 3 weeks to go!

i literally feel like starving myself so that i lose weight before i go back home! haha

but i'm sure with numerous hours at the gym and months later it should come off....

SHOULD being the key word here... lol

the $210 shoes that i had customly made arrived today..

although.. not quite in the design i had in mind..

so back they go, and i must wait another week before they are to arrive.

this wednesday i have a dinner with the teachers

to say goodbye to everyone

and then on thursday its off to andong to watch the new harry potter movie!

then friday i have a farewell party with everyone..

it shall be truly sad.

i am currently in denial about a possible lover.

it shouldn't and cannot be true.

more details as things are confirmed.

there is about 18 days to go.

which means 18 more days i can shop! haha

although i have spent.. lets see..

march, april, may and june i have been paid 1500

wats 1500 times 4?

ok i've spent 6000 on food and clothes and bags. haha

my oh my..

i'm hoping to take home 1000.. let's see how well that works out.

hope everyone did well on their exams!

see y'all soon!

Recent purchases

My new EYEBROWS... HAHA how do i look?

oh and in the background.. my suitcase~~ which i am slowly packing... ^^

i wonder why i have no money..

despite knowing that i have bought all of the below..

however even though i have no money,

i seem to always have enough for junk food..

First my new bag.. Chanel RIP.. Price $40

2nd bag.. $40

My new purse.. $150

My new blazer :D Price: $150

a few dvds i've purchased during my time here..

and the mags i bought at the airport on saturday, the most frustrating feeling EVER is when you wanna read up on some good goss, but it's all in korean.. and about KOREAN celebs.. -_-

3 rings, 1 necklace and umpteen pieces of clothes later.

after seven days in seoul,
i'm making my way down back to my home in yeongju,
thank GOODNESS.
after a week of being overfed, tanned to the bone, and sleepless nights, i'll be happy to sleep in my semi-own bed in my semi-own home.

I only have 5 more weeks to go!
and i've gained 2 more kilos! haha
OH NO >_<
i think i've pretty much given up,
i think i'll just have to join the gym again when i go home to melb.
at least next semester i can concentrate on getting into shape instead of studying!
so it should happen sooner or later. haha

i got paid 4 days ago,, 1500 dollars
and i only have 600 dollars left...
all that shopping... UGH
i bought a nice FOBBY purse which i shall post up soon hee hee
hope you don't think its too fobby cc cos im gonna use it to death
cos it was mega expensive, haha
and i can't return it.

my burberry-esque bag is breaking..
so i think i should stop using it, if its going to have a life back in melbourne
i'm going to repack when i get back down to yeongju
and put aside the clothes that my mum will take back to melb for me.
she leaves on the 4th of july, so saturday?
YEA.

5 more weeks!
i can almost SMELL the rainwater in melbourne. haha
CANNOT WAIT :D :D :D :D

OVER__________

over EATING, over SLEEPING
what could be worse for my health? haha
i wake up, and i'm still exhausted and i have a pot belly..
so much for going home as a "new" person.. =S

i have 7 weeks till i go home..
i guess i shall try again from today..
wish me luck!

p.s one more week of teaching, then i get a DESERVED holiday FINAALLLY
for 9 days :D,, oh the happiness :D

i bought some new clothes, and i canNOT fit into them
unless i go on a diet~~~ haha -_-;;
i've lost count on how many times i've been on a "diet"

FUCK THIS

i need to bitch about the children that i teach.

FUCKING ANNOYING DISRESPECTFUL SHITS THAT DRIVE ME UP THE FUCKING WALL
FUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i can't take it anymore.
i give out candy, "I DIDN'T GET AS MANY COS I WAS LATE"
WELL DON'T FUCKING COME LATE YOU FUCK

"GIVE US CANDY"
I WILL IF YOU FUCKING BEHAVE

"WE WANT TO PLAY GAME"
THEN FUCKING GET YOUR WORK FINISHED WHEN I GIVE YOU THE FUCKING TIME TO

DON'T FUCK AROUND IN MY CLASSROOM,
DON'T FUCKEN DISRESPECT ME
DON'T FUCKING COMPLAIN WHEN I GIVE YOU CANDY BECAUSE THE MONEYS COMING OUT OF MY OWN FUCKING POCKET
FUCK (KOREAN) CHILDREN

i can't FUCKING wait to go home!and i'm so FUCKING GLAD THAT I DIDN'T EXTEND
they don't deserve my fucking time.

it may just be because they're young
but i think it's just because they're stubborn little shits
that won't go anywhere in life, because they're so fucking annoying
good luck to ya all in the future, cos you'll fucking need it!


p.s i felt the need to highlight every fuck i said, cos thats how angry i am

53/59 days to go?

My flight is booked to arrive in Melbourne on the 26th of July..
but my school does not know this... haha
i will have to tell my head teacher today..
wish me luck >_______<

Last night i was tossing and turning in bed as usual,
and i had a sudden will to get my tongue pierced. LOL
i think it's cool! and i really want another peircing,
but my ears are done, i'm waiting to get my belly done,, so where else?
lol!

I was also thinking, about the tattoo i'm getting,
i originally wanted to get a treble clef in black on the back of my right shoulder,
however i realised that i can't wear singlet tops at home then,
because my parents will see,
so i thought, hmmmmmmm where else can i get it?
i think the safest thing to get will be my name scrawled in cursive
on my lower back,, haha

it's not very original, but at least it won't lose meaning,
and i can't see it, LOL!

so i think thats what i will get.. sighhh
i woke up at 10.30am today,
i've been trying to wake up 6.30 for the past month..
to try and exercise in the morning,
but its just not working.. UGGHHH
at this rate i won't look any different
and like i said i only have 53/59 days to go!
thats not enuff to have a dramatic change if i just exercise at night!
i'm going insane, haha
its not like i willingly go back to sleep after i turn off the alarm,
i wake up at 10.30 and have no memory of even turning the alarm off~
UGH

desperate times call for desperate measures!
i think i may stay up all night tonight! hehe
lets see how that goes....

JEJU

I spent the weekend in Jeju~~

And i had to fly straight from Jeju to school this morning,,

UGH.. and how convenient that theres a bazillion mozzies there right now,

and something there gives me hayfever.. ugh~

ahh well, it was still fun :)

i ended up spending a lot of money, 

because i bought a bag, which i don't really like,

but like.. if that makes sense.. haha

here it is..

what do you think?

its a nice summery bag,,

i'm just scared its a bit too fobby~

nevertheless i can't do anything about it now.

might as well just use it!

now i seriously have to save my money! haha

baby one more time~

from now on, i'll post photos on here!
so i can keep you up to date on my purchases!! hehe
you should do the same cecie!!
i wanna see everything that you've bought!

i was thinking about my shoes yesterday,
the ones i bought just before i came here,
and i reeeaaallly can't wait to wear em! hehe
my wedges, and my pumps, and ima buy MOREEE!! lol

i think the reason i can't sleep at night is because
i think of all the shopping and fun i'm going to do/have when i get back!
and i can't waaiiit!!!
i seriously canNOT keep using the SAME shoes everyday!!
it's driving me bloody insane here,
i cant even begin to describe what i'm feeling right now,
thinking of all my shoes and bags at home that are , "abandoned"
UGGGGGGGGGH!!!!

i've started my diet again today:D
AGAIN.. this is the last time i'm going to try and lose weight,,
i wanna be 58,

but by the time i leave korea i want to be at LEAST 62!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!

cecie you're my motivational buddy! haha
so keep me motivated!

TMR i'm off to JEJU! ♡ FUN FUN FUN!!

11 weeks to go ♡

After whats already been, almost 4 months,
i'm just DYING to get home.
i know that when i actually get back into the usual routine
i'll want back in korea..
but seriously, the time i've spent here has already given me everything i could get out of this experience.
i've made good friends all over the world,
including: south africa, new zealand, america, england, australia(sydney,brisbane,perth)
i've learnt to be independent and experience what its like to live like a stinge, to try and save on gas and electricity.
i've learnt valuable lessons about who you can and cannot trust,
i've also learnt a great deal about myself.

First thing i'm going to do when i get home is:
-hand out any presents to my parents
-drive my beloved car FINALLY,
-hand out presents to friends.
-eat nandoz!
thats all i have for now,
but i can't WAIT to unpack my suitcase with my new clothes
ALSO i have to go back to the deli and try and get my job back!
IF in case i don't get enough shifts, i'm going to have to start looking for a new job!
because although i SHOULD be able to take 1000 from here,
i'm afraid i might have to give it to my uncle!
by CHOICE of course!
he's ill so i want to chip in for his airticket to australia,
which will be his last time out of the country!
but MAYBE i can just send it to him later next year.
i'm still thinking about it..
sooooooooooooooooo
this month i must save $600
then next month i have to save $900
the NEXT month i'm saving $1500 (hopefully)
therefore together it is $3000.
$2000 of that will be to my parents for my laptop
and i get $1000 back for tax!
that's $2000. (if i don't give my uncle $1000)
then for THAILAND i will only need to save about $3000 more.

maaaan. i hope i can save!
thailand is going to be awsum!
p.s still on my diet :D
except for yesterdays slip up on LOTTERIA(T_T)

fruity puffs~

i have less than 3 months to go!
and i can't wait to go home,
but i don't think i have the mental to go back as a "new" person
it's been 3 months, yet i keep saying "from tmr.."
it really should start from tmr but it just never seems to, haha
but i SWEAR (i think/hope) from next week!
i can't from tmr because this weekend i'm going on a field trip
and i want to show the people that i hate what i look like now
and then meet up with them for the farewell party like a new person too!

i passed todays lesson by showing an R rated korean scary movie
that they seemed to love haha
i'm sure that i'm not allowed to show them it
but who cares.............

i was touched when my 5th graders kept asking me to stay for a year
and why am i leaving so early, they kept asking whether im going cos i don't like them. it made me want to stay

but NOTHING will change my mind,
i konw that when i actually do get home, and find myself in the same old routine
i'll wanna be back in korea, but seriously
i know that i won't be able to take teaching anymore
and just being away from home and all

i really should update my blog often,
because then this happens,,,
i find myself having too much to say and then my blogs become ridiculously long
and i haven't even started to BEGIN talking about whats been going on..

i'll summarise it very quickly.

>>
drunken night.smoking.hooking up.violation.vomiting.reunions.long bus rides.family.phone calls.too much shopping.exhilarating rides.popcorn.wolverine x2.crushes.disappointment.incentives.candy.

that should cover it all lol.
enjoy deciphering it! lol

its never gonna change if i keep saying.. from tomorrow

wow its been almost a month since i'm writing in this..
and i seem to have all the same problems.. UGH
i seriously,, ULTIMATELY need to pull myself together!!
that is all i'm going to say..

blank .

My head is empty.. haha
due to the fact that i'm exhausted from such an action packed weekend! haha
i slept about 10 hours last night,
and i think i need another 100! LOL

i seriously want to go shopping,
shopping for clothes~
too bad i need like an XXXL here,
cos everyone is so fricken tiny! HA
i bet christina would need an XL lol.
ah well..
i guess its a good incentive..
but i still want to eat fried chicken..
you can never have enough fried chicken!
but i'm too lazy to go and buy it too..
what shall i have for dinner??
uh.. i know lol..
ugh~ at least school is over..
i can go home and facebook and watch movies. LOL!

i don't even know what the purpose of this post is..
..... meh.

a diamond in the rough.

hmm..
having just reread my previous post,
i feel like a complete and utter fool.
why must i always figure this out afterwards?
i guess its better late than never.
i have absolutely no feelings left for 'the guy'
infact i'm so sick of the way guys are atm.
finding a perfect guy is really like finding a diamond in the rough.

Last night i was watching americas next top model,
and i was so absorbed in it,
i forgot i was in another country, and in another bed.
then the commercial comes on
and i just think.. "oh.. right.. i'm in korea aren't i?"
LOL. i guess just the fact that i have to rely on myself,
and the fact that its always the same routine,
just made me feel more secure.
and made where i'm staying, just feel like home to me.
it's scaring me! lol
i NEED to go back home.
but i just thought, how cool would it be
if the girls came over to korea for our 21st.
i could show them around, and after,
they don't have to go to a hotel or whatever,
they can just crash at mine!
i mean its not too small.
and i'm sure we'd be spending more time outside it then inside it.
but that means i gotta stay a year..
and am i up for teaching for another 6 months?
i mean its not that hard..
it's just the fact that i'm going to HAVE to.
hmm..

ugh.. i'm just so tired.
despite the fact that i tried to sleep early last night.. 11pm
i fell asleep around 3am, and again woke up at 12pm
which meant i had to catch the taxi to school..
and thats not cheap either! it's just over 10 dollars..
and i guess it doesn't sound like too much,
but think about it.. if i caught the taxi everyday..
$10 x 5days x 4weeks.. = 200 dollars!
which is like 2 pairs of really nice shoes!
and come to think of it.. i've caught the taxi like 10 times already!!
thats like $100!! argh! enuff! lol

ugh i have class in like 30 minutes..
don't make me! T_T
so much for exercising this morning haha..
and tonight i just feel like getting fried chicken :P
but i don't know whether to or not,
because tmr night or it might be sat,
i'm staying at a friends house,
and we are definitely getting fried chicken then..
but i duno if i can wait! HA!
but i'm supposed to be saving money T_T
i'm going to go back home with NO MONEY..
that's why you girls should come here! lol
theres tonnes of shopppppping.. come on! lol

anyway, this post is getting too long.. haha
and despite what you sed cecie, about having to allow comments on here,,
i'm going to take it off soon!
how embarrassing to find no one reads my blog!
i guess i should publicise it,
but i'm scared people i don't want reading it..
will read it! lol.
anyhooo ciao~! have a good day
xoxo gossip girl..HAHAHA jokes..
xoxo yooooonah